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Mom life Is rough.
Sorry I've been MIA for a couple of months. Getting back in the swing of things after going back to work hasn't been the most easy of transitions for me. The good news is, I took a 20 hour position at my work so I'm only there 1-5pm Monday through Friday.
It's crazy how I thought taking this position would somehow make me less tired, but as I'm learning I get more exhausted being at home with Ansel then being at work. Isn't it crazy how that works?
Ansel has been going through teething, sleep regression and a growth spurt lately, so night life is not easy right now. If Ansel would have met me 5 years ago I would have been down to party with him at all hours of the night, but this mama is turning 30 in less than 2 weeks and I ain't got time for that shit anymore.
People keep telling me "get used to never sleeping again." I get so scared of that sentence because I am the worst person with little sleep. I mean I am pretty horrible hungry, but i literally suck when I am tired lol.
Although Ansel has been giving us a run for our money this life is everything I've ever dreamed it would be. I've almost been a mom for half a year and I am freaking loving it!!